guilty as charged

Kesiannnnn Hanan. Guess what I did? I accidentally smashed her fingers in the door! We were going out for breakfast, I saw that she had her hand on the grill so I closed the door slowly and I guess that's when she moved her hand! She screamed and I screamed. My heart almost stopped. We rushed to the clinic, two fingers were caught in the door but only one was hurt. The base of her finger nail got above her skin so we had to go to the hospital to get it fixed. The doctor had to pengsankan Hanan with gas before the procedure so I didn't have to stay in the room. Kesian that I had to leave her but I was also glad cause I was getting dizzy. Imagined if I also pengsaned?? When there's a likelihood of blood, I over imagine things and get myself dizzy. Alhamdulillah I didn't slam the door which would have resulted in something much worse...we went to the doctor again today and there's no need for the bandage anymore. Hanan uses her fingers ok when she has the bandage on but whenever it's off nangis je cause she doesn't like the looks of it kot :) Purple and yellow from the antiseptic.

Hanan is so resilient and was such a good sport throughout. I should learn from her... :)